Wednesday, February 15, 2006
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My worries are being the death of me. Sometimes paranioa can be a bad thing. People say there are two sides to everything, a good side and a bad side, and depending on which side you decide to concentrate on, that something may be a very good thing, or else that something could mean the general downfall of your week. Paranoia? What's the good side of paranoia? Let's see. You get worried about things, so generally you are a worrier, and worriers tend to do something about their worries, mostly solving problems. Now that's a good thing isn't it? Right now I can't think of anything more on the good side of paranoia, so let's jump one step forward.The negative side. Not that I want to be a pessimist but then again I feel there are more bad sides to good sides of this. Paranoia makes you feel worried all the time, sometimes it's just hard trying to concentrate on having a good time. You have to learn to push them all out of your head, but the problem with paranoia is that is automatically comes back after awhile so there's really no point. With that comes fear. After worrying for awhile, fear decides to come in and join the party. Usually fear makes you jittery and irritable to people around you. I don't see how that is going to be a good thing, can you? Being irritable tends to lead to people started getting irritated back at you, and I don't see that getting me to be too popular.No, I do not need a shrink. Not. Need.What I need is a really good friend.
| so spoken! @ 4:06 PM|
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