Wednesday, May 03, 2006
-ARGH-
Which is worse? Falling asleep in history or falling asleep in chinese?
Definitely history. In chinese the teachers just ignore you until you wake up and quickly try to take out your books and catch up. In History teacher says, "And all of you should try to like sleep earlier so that you don't feel so tired in school,". Which he is so obviously implying to me because there is no way a teacher can insert that into a long lecture about silence being golden. Yeh. Teacher has to put in a sentence in his speech just for me. Which I think is of no real use because I feel asleep as soon as he started lesson after lecture.
Yeh. And when he is going through the mindmap I am trying desperately to get Kaylin to talk to me so that I can wake up. Which doesn't really work. Reason being I fell asleep again.
But no, I did not sleep late. No later than midnight. But I am always drained after like half a day of school. And when I get home I am dead beat. What is wrong with me? I cannot study like this. Even today I couldn't get myself to concentrate properly.
Open book. Look at book. Look at words. Read words. Nothing goes in. Read the words again. Nothing goes in. Read again. Get it. Read second sentence. Nothing goes in. Read again. Got it. Forget first sentence. Close book. Gives up. Goes to watch TV.
OR
Open book. Look at book. Feels nauseated at the number and size of the words. Read paragraphs. Understand everything. Fall asleep. Have a weird dream. Wake up with my mind a clean slate.
OR
(if I am real lucky) Open book. Read paragraph. Understands. Digests. Goes on and on until I finish the chapter. This has so far only happened in Science.
OR
Open book. Turn on computer. Turns MSN to BUSY. Opens Microsoft. Proceed to type out every important point. Everything goes in. Understands. File > Save as > History Chapter 4. Got it. Saved forever in my brain. Wait, I mean computer. Damn. If life was so easy as File > save.
Tied my sister's hair today with my favourite butterfly clip. Lent it to her for a day. A DAY. I love that clip too much. And that made me realise how much I still missed my long hair. And that made me all resentful and ungrateful again.
[my sister is so pretty!! Im so proud of her and her attitude although sometimes it can be a pain...] =D
PS smting wrong with the pictures, cannot upload... so maybe next time.
| so spoken! @ 9:08 PM|
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