Monday, June 26, 2006

-Post #111-

Post #111

And I have just noticed that my blog does not have an "Archives" or "History" button. Murmer murmer. (Why didn't anyone tell me? Fine, this goes down in your 'conduct' file. Snap, I'm just talking like my teacher now.) Soooo while I try to get one...

Red Alert: This is the #111st post! First hundred and first post, or does it go one hundred and first post? Well, whichever it is, right now it sounds just about as good as the other. I wonder when it will hit 200... And whether or not I have an Archive button then. I better do.

Anyway I realized I have changed alot since P6, and I don't think I like the changes very much.

For one thing, I am starting to leave my homework till late. As in, last minute work. And bernice doesn't (didn't!) do last minute work! The latest work I leave is... Let's say the dateline is Friday. I will (100% WILL!) complete it on Thursday, or earlier. Now? Let's just say sometimes there is time enough on Friday morning, or Friday's recess, or maybe I will just pass up my work late. [caps lock here please]: WHAT KIND OF BLACK HOLE HAVE I FALLEN INTO?!

And maybe my results weren't the best... Who am I kidding? They slipped. And so it's time to study. And where's 2004 ME when I need her? Where's she gone? Where's the one who will pass off lunch with her friends just so she can go home and hit the books?! Where's the stupid geeky little girl who wouldn't bat an eyelid to the word 'cinema' and 'movie' (unless it's an interesting show. and shows seldom interest me.)?! Where's the original me? Because I don't like the (/drip sacarsm here please: supposedly) new and improved me.

Where is the girl who would go home and actually pack her file (something I haven't done since p6) and actually remove the crumpled bits of paper and smoothen them out? And where has the time gone? I remembered I used to really study (not the crap I do nowadays), as in, with the table lamp and files, and assesment books, and dictionaries, the works. So what went awry these 2 years?

Okay, okay, I admit I was much better off in p6 than I am now. And yes, I think I was being a good little girl in p6. But not now. So. Makeover time. And I'm not talking about rebonded hair and blue eyeshadow.

It's time to take out my assesment books, time to cut off ALL my appointments. Time to get a grip on my homework.

I just hope 2004 me will come back soon.
I'm going to try my best.


(But anyway....)




HELP! I changed and I DON'T LIKE IT!


| so spoken! @ 7:38 PM|

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