Saturday, October 21, 2006
-working on a total of 5 hours of sleep max-
What I've been doing: -Working on 5 hours of sleep max.-Zombie-ing around the placeAnd why: Lay in bed until 3 or 4am not being able to fall asleep. Then wake up at 7 and look around the room until 9. And most importantly why you shouldn't do as I did: I fell asleep around 2am for like, half an hour or so. And then I woke up. During that short period of sleep, I'm sure I had a really really nice dream in which I had a caring boyfriend who would do anything for me, and I spent the whole of my life double- and triple- dating. Except I can't recall anything else about it, when I'm so, so sure there is so much more. This is not a very nice feeling. It's like my own mind is trying to keep a secret from me. My mind doesn't even trust me. It's not very nice to know that. Especially when you have nothing else to think about at 3am in the night. Or is it morning? And at 3am in the night, you tend to think about really stupid things that I don't exactly want to recount. But I guess it was kinda amusing while it lasted. It gave me something to do other than to watch my sister sleep anyway. (Her sleep is interesting, seriously. A lot of hand movements. Plenty of hammering the cupboard behind her.)
| so spoken! @ 8:16 PM|
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