Saturday, November 10, 2007
-just because-
Oh yeah. That's why.
Have you sometimes pondered over something for such a very long time, so much so that you get a permanent nagging voice at the back of your head because a) you can't figure it out, or b) you can't understand it? And then when you finally get it, you get this huge sense of relief because it's out of your head for good and you think; Oh yeah, that's why.
(there was a nagging voice at the back of my head when i first started thinking about it but then couldnt understand how people can still starve when the world is so developed uh huh im hearing voices in my head now yes i am are you scared of me yet huh)
Something else got into my head recently, and did it's nagging thing at the back of my mind.
Our problems are so huge to us. They take over everything we do, and then after awhile that's the only thing on our minds, while we try to find ways to get over (or ignore) it.
Now, after that thought came out, the one that followed was, The problem, no matter how big it is to you, is never as big when you tell it to someone else. No matter how dramatic you make it sound, no matter how much of a sob-story you make it out to be. Why? Because they have their own problems to attend to. And they don't need the extra hassle of being in your shoes and trying to experience what you're feeling. (Oh yeah. That's why.)
But God. God loves every single person. And no matter how big a problem a person is facing, it is equally big in every way to God. If it matter alot to you, it matters a whole lot to God, too.
And I wondered. God loves so many people. And each person comes free with their own sets of difficulties, setbacks, troubles. How does He tend to each and every one of our trivial problems, help each and every person without bias, without judging?
And then one day when I was thinking about it, it hit me. He is God. He loves every single person with a pure and unbiased love, because He is God (Oh yeah. That's why). It is possible for him to take every one of our trivial problems, even the ones we don't know about yet, and tend to them, care about them, because He is God (Oh yeah. That's why).
And our problems are as big as they are to Him as they are to us. He takes them from us. He will never abandon us in a rut. He will always care about each and every one of us, unprejudiced. He will love us unconditionally.
Why? Just because He is God (oh yeah. that's why).
| so spoken! @ 6:33 PM|
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