Wednesday, January 02, 2008

-whine whine whine (like a sick puppy)-

New year, new start.


Self-Improvement:

Hmm. Now what if I was a better person altogether? Then I'd be happier and I'd be doing the world a favour, that's what. And so.

I am going to start learning to socialize properly, be more confident, more cheerful, dress like a supermodel (etc etc), and basically be someone everyone just likes more. It's not as easy as it sounds. So if anyone wants to give me a present for any reason whatsoever (maybe you just like me?), go for self-help books yo. I'll thank you in advance.

I'm taking lessons too. I'm making it a point to get at least a 75% on my French, and then maybe another sad attempt at the piano thereafter. I just never had the patience.

School:

My head aches from having all my hair pulled back for so long. Gah, I'm not used to having my hair pulled back anymore. Not to mention me feeling like shit after stuffing myself into that dumb unflattering white uniform and being thrown into all that competition and peer judgement.

D:

School kills. Now mourn for me, you lot.

But still. It's all positive from here on down, I've decided. Even if I have to pull my mouth back into a smile (grimace?) and nail it in position with my tiny pink stapler and a box of rusty staples. Gone with the moping and groaning. I'm going to work hard through the year and do well.

You'll see.

In General:

I'm determined to make the world work right for me this year. I'm going to put in my best efforts. I'm going to do it right this time. I'll do something for myself, for a change.

I'm going to turn my life around.

Please, please, let it be enough.


| so spoken! @ 8:04 PM|

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